My heart and mind is in a whirl now...A big knot and big stone that will never go away and the stone gets heavier each day.
I've forgotten the taste of tears. Built a wall around my heart. Sometimes I just wished I could have cry it all out. But I couldn't. Trying to psycho myself that I'm strong so nobody, especially you, can see my tears. So much so I cant cry now. Perhaps a good thing too.
Stoning has been my fav pastime now accompanied with my mp3. Stone in the mrt, stone watching the fish tank. Stone staring into the blank space.
I WANT TO GO TO KITARO'S CONCERT!!! I wanna watch The Realm of Conscience (Gong Xin Ji), I wanna watch Hua Mulan by Zhao wei. I wanna getaway from this island for a while.
"You do not know what love is, much more having the right to love"
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